I am so sorry that I have been away from my Blog for the past couple of month. I sincerely apologize.
In January my parents came to Port of Spain to visit and it was wonderful. I was so happy to have my family around seeing I spent 3 weeks in Ireland with my other family. Then in February I also had my husbands friends visit and then my friends came for a visit in March. So I have been putting off doing much of anything.
In February I also found out I am pregnant!
I have had an equally difficult 1st trimester like I did when I was pregnant with Michaela. However, this time, I had more of the nauseated feeling instead of full blown throwing up all day. I find that this is more difficult. I also have a toddler to take care of throughout feeling like garbage.
I feel bad because I have put my full attention for Michaela on the back burner while I have not been myself. I am losing my temper easier. I am so very tired. I am not cooking at all. I just hand her a bag of goldfish crackers and say have at it. Poor lil Michaela.
I had the great idea to dog sit while sick. Michaela loved it though.
Thankfully, she has been wonderful. It’s like she knows and has been a little easier on me. And my wonderful husband suggested I hire a cleaning lady till I feel better. So I did. That helped immensely.
At my 12 week scan.
I am now 14 weeks and starting to feel a little more human now. I am cooking again. And hopefully now I will start putting on weight instead of losing it. I went from 135lbs to 126lbs. I am looking forward to enjoying this 2nd trimester like I did the last time. I miss food.
I am nervous and excited to be having another wee lil baby. I know it will be hard but I have a wonderful husband and support system. Plus, Michaela is going to be an amazing big sister. She is already rubbing my lil bump and saying baby.